This is my social life...:) (ps. I love you:))
I am so tired. I don't know.. I figured I could do uni every night, exercise every morning, study every afternoon, work every weekend and still be fine. The truth is I could probably do it if I had 2 more days during the week. I just learned something new about myself, the fact that I need a day doing NOTHING and I need one day drinking with girls. Some of my friends I have not seen in weeks. I occasionally talk to them on msn or facebook, at uni or on sms, but I actually sat down and had a conversation and a glass of wine for so long I cannot even remember. The horrible thing is that I don't think I have time... I want to so bad, but I have so much to do. It makes me feel a bit empty, I know what I am doing is for the benefit of my future, but what about here and now? Am I going to end up looking back and only remember my professors, Morgenthau and Machiavelli? Uh, UH...
I am so tired. I don't know.. I figured I could do uni every night, exercise every morning, study every afternoon, work every weekend and still be fine. The truth is I could probably do it if I had 2 more days during the week. I just learned something new about myself, the fact that I need a day doing NOTHING and I need one day drinking with girls. Some of my friends I have not seen in weeks. I occasionally talk to them on msn or facebook, at uni or on sms, but I actually sat down and had a conversation and a glass of wine for so long I cannot even remember. The horrible thing is that I don't think I have time... I want to so bad, but I have so much to do. It makes me feel a bit empty, I know what I am doing is for the benefit of my future, but what about here and now? Am I going to end up looking back and only remember my professors, Morgenthau and Machiavelli? Uh, UH...
That's it... reschedule.
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